how can you not know spices by name? righto...desperate means call for drastic measures...or something like that...something about deperate or drastic or something...i can't remember... *opens wiki page* there ya go:
Ajwain (Trachyspermum ammi) Alkanet (Anchusa arvensis), mostly used as a natural coloring Allspice (Pimenta dioica) Almond Alpinia galanga Amchur - mango powder (Mangifera) Angelica (Angelica archangelica) Anise (Pimpinella anisum) Aniseed myrtle (Syzygium anisatum) Annatto (Bixa orellana L.) Apple mint (Mentha suaveolens) Mugwort (Artemisia vulgaris) Asafoetida (Ferula assafoetida)
B Berberis Banana Basil (Ocimum basilicum) Bay leaves Black cardamom Black cumin Blackcurrant Black lime, lime fruit boiled in salt and dried Bladder wrack (Fucus vesiculosus) Blue-leaved mallee (Eucalyptus polybractea) Bog Labrador tea (Rhododendron groenlandicum) Boldo (Peumus boldus) Bolivian Coriander (Porophyllum ruderale) Borage (Borago officinalis)
N Nashia inaguensis Neem Nepeta (catmint) Nettle (Urtica) Nigella sativa (Kalonji, Black caraway) Noni Nutmeg (and Mace)
O Oenothera (Oenothera biennis et al) Oilseed Olida (Eucalyptus olida) Oregano (Origanum vulgare, O. heracleoticum, and other species) Orris root Osmorhiza Olive Leaf (used in tea and as herbal supplement)
Y Yarrow, (Alchemilla millefolium) Yerba Buena Yohimbe Yomogi
Z Zedoary root
Spice mixtures Curry powder Five-spice powder or Chinese five-spice Garam masala Herbes de Provence Khmeli Suneli Quatre éices, a blend of ground pepper, cloves, nutmeg and ginger Ras el hanout, a Moroccan spice blend that includes cinnamon and cumin among other spices Tandoori masala Za'atar
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oh, right that was originally intended as a joke.... One, because I don't know spices by the name, nor can I identify them by taste, and that salt is poured to add flavor, just like a spice would, so the joke was that salt was my favorite spice because I couldn't think of any spice. Two, I put way too much salt on my food.
*shrugs* but you're right, haha I wasn't even thinking of that
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"But in every other way he was fine...." - John Petrucci
you wrote in a journal, in a quiz, it asked what your favourite spice was, and you answered salt. And then my little brother spilled salt on the floor (that kid has an obsession with salt...) and i was cleaning it and i thought wait, salt is a mineral. So i thought i'd just let you know: salt is a mineral.
that is really, really random, i know, but i just had to say it.
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Never let anyone bring you down. Never think your life's not worth it. Never turn to suicide. Never turn to depression. Never harm yourself in anyway. Never give in. Keep standing, keep fighting the good fight no matter what. Keep yourself alive
*crosses arms* well whether or not I say it depends on what its effect on your actions will be.
Er... sorry... I was being a smartass.... Just because you haven't told me your exact address doesn't affect the possibility of me standing outside your house at all.
You should check to make sure that he hasn't made some sort of deal with the devil, because if he has, then that's gonna make murdering him a lot harder than I plan it to be.
Family should not be a reason to love someone though. And father and mother are words that can be given to anyone, so that commandment is kinda deficient. I don't see him as your father. I see him as a future victim. What exactly is this situation with your grandmother now? Love is supposed to be whatever you want it to be supposed to be. I believe that some people deserve love and other people deserve to have the tip of their urethrae sewn tightly shut. In what way do you surprise yourself? I am glad that you support me in my decision to start my murdering career with your father *grins*
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"But in every other way he was fine...." - John Petrucci
well...yes regardless of your opinion but that doesn't mean i don't want to know your opinion...
yh, i kknow, i just didn't realise. okay then...if i acknowledge the possibilty, then the possibility is small. possible..but not that much. erm...right we'll just look to the facts. let us put into consideration the fact that you don't know my exact adress...then the possibilty of you standing outside my house becomes nil.
and no ofcourse, chance does not matter.
heh maybe...but my father gets whatever he wants done...no matter how small. wherever we are he always gets what he wants...
well...yh. that's just one of the main things my mother taught us...the importance of family. she'll bring in religion but she has shown us it's important which is probably the sole reason i'll even acknowledge my grandmother...but anyway. well, love's suposed o be unconditional isn't it? i surprise myself to say the truth... ohh wow, thanks dude, it makes you want to kill him even more? nice.
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Never let anyone bring you down. Never think your life's not worth it. Never turn to suicide. Never turn to depression. Never harm yourself in anyway. Never give in. Keep standing, keep fighting the good fight no matter what. Keep yourself alive
and anyway we shouldn't even use that word because we could always be referring to any salt... like silver nitrate or potassium sulphate.... why we don't say sodium chloride and just call it salt i think is a mystery....or maybe they just thought it'd be harder to say.
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To explain: My mind tends to jump around. I really suck when it comes to committing myself to anything. At certain times I become so emotional that I lose the ability to focus on anything, especially notes such as your own, because my emotions become so out of hand that I have to turn and move to a new topic. I literally become afraid of committing myself to responding to a message, and so I glance at it, but avoid it constantly, until I can find the proper sense of tranquility and responsibility to write my response. To put things short, I'm irresponsible and lazy.
No, but I felt it was necessary to tell someone about it. Heh, I apologize for writing it that way, I wasn't exactly in my right mind at the time. No... your messages do not merely give me something to do with my time, because if that was the case, I would never commit myself to answering them. I answer your messages because I want to converse with you. I enjoy it, and I enjoy feeling trusted.
Regret doesn't make change, though... regret is wanting for something to have been different, not wanting something to be different in the future.... That is what I look forward to. Exactly what you describe. Whether or not you support that doesn't change anything. Maybe I'm just insane, anyway. Everything is as much of a psychological experiment as it is not. It's possible that I'm experimenting on you, it's also possible that I'm not... or I could be doing it and not doing it at the same time. I don't know. I don't think you know either. So what does it matter? Do my actions make you feel good or bad? That's what really matters. Then again, that's just my opinion.
There's no such thing as truth. You don't speak truth. You speak your own personal opinion. Or at least you do so in my opinion. And yes, it makes just as much sense as bratty did.
What's wrong with being a dead weight?
Okay... now I feel really sorry.... That's just one of my buttons. Sorry.
Well... she just sorta randomly appears....
If you want to you can. And I suppose you want me to ask about the piece of paper, right?
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"But in every other way he was fine...." - John Petrucci
I apologized because I'm being lazy. And... well you're entitled to do as you wish, regardless of my opinion.
You agreed with me and then immediately disagreed. You are not afraid to acknowledge possibility, and yet you say things like "what are the chances of that happening?" Chance doesn't matter once it happens.
Well... the police can't apprehend him if he's sitting outside off of your father's property. Then again, I don't live in England, so I don't know. *narrows eyes* you're gonna say that you don't want me to kill your father because no matter what he does to you, you still love him, right? Well you shouldn't say things like that to me. It makes me want even more to watch him die.
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"But in every other way he was fine...." - John Petrucci
I know that's prob why i asked...and why you say sorry i don't know...i should appologise for asking such a question...
i'm not afraid to acknolwedge possibility. and no, probability s a chapter in my maths book tht requires the fractions or deciamls to add up to a whole and that brings in me infinite bordom...i'm not afraid just what is th chance of that happening...?
okay then...but assure you there would no warm welcome ayway so you might aswell go all out and shock them completely... did i tell you that one of my sister's exes once sat outside or house and my dad came out and threatened to call the police? true...didn't think of that...
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Never let anyone bring you down. Never think your life's not worth it. Never turn to suicide. Never turn to depression. Never harm yourself in anyway. Never give in. Keep standing, keep fighting the good fight no matter what. Keep yourself alive
okay then... c'mon yu didn't really think i would agree with tht anymore than i did the other did you? i give you something to do with your time? oh...great. Insinuating that i'm merely there as just being there..insinuting that you answer and read because you can and not because you want...oh fuel for my paranoia and suspicions! sorry...that was just latant and rude. I think i'm just tired...but then again there is no excuse...
change is not needed for regret, no. I didn't say that. I said regret needs change. Or insinuted it at the least... something to look forward to? Wht i there to look forward to? Pages of heartfelt worthless words of some mixed up hopeless confused ass hole...they're not jolly and half the time they don't make sense...what is there to look forward to? heh...and there again the idea of the psychological experimat with observations rises...*sigh* that's pathetic...
oh believe it dude. believe it. i speak the truth brother...and doesn't reall still make sense if you write napkin?
heh, you know what i am? a dead weight. and i appologise if it ever seems i am abusing my talking to you.
true. and sorry once again. I have no right whatsoever to say what i think about that.
oh mu, children, really? well you shouldn't said that sooner...
-insert string of foul words-
there.
ya know i hve ths over whelming feeling to knock myself out for a few days or weeks even...damn it... i think that pice of paper is about to b ripped once again...
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Never let anyone bring you down. Never think your life's not worth it. Never turn to suicide. Never turn to depression. Never harm yourself in anyway. Never give in. Keep standing, keep fighting the good fight no matter what. Keep yourself alive
Both. Not here and now but later. Like when I get home. Nah... punching works better but it makes my face swell up. Your opinion is understood, but mine is different, because the way I see it, you're giving me something to do with my time. Because I don't have better things to do, and there really isn't anything better to do anyway....
I can't help it.... Change is not needed for regret, and I am regretful, that's why I keep apologizing.... Well that means that I have something to look forward to. ^ ^ I dunno if I'm gonna say anything to those self-insulting words because I'm changing them and refuse to believe that you wrote them. o_o So now it says should, generous, benevolent, and napkin.
Huh? Well anything can be on my mind, and you don't decide my priorities, I do... sorry about the vanity but it's true. You can't stop me. Gwahahaha.
Don't swear there are children around *looks over at imaginary kid*
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"But in every other way he was fine...." - John Petrucci
"Why?" is a hard question to answer you know.... Sorry....
Probability is something that people use when they're afraid to acknowlege possibility. But where was probability when Steve Irwin had a freakish encounter with a sting ray? If you wish, then I shall, but I don't think I'll receive a warm welcome if I knock on your door looking like that, heh. Why clean it? All I have to do is leave no marks.
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"But in every other way he was fine...." - John Petrucci
really? and why...? well, i would like to post oit ofcourse...once i get my hands on the scanner, and once the stupid comp allows DA to download things...¬¬ heh...ya know, istead of focusing solely on the infinitely small probability of you strolling to my house...i shall instead focus on the probability of you strolling around with a cleaver... and oh! will you wear the face paint and a scarf of yours? no matter how hot it is (though judging by the rain we've been having lately, it doesn't seem like it'll ever be too hot...)? and will you skip too?
wrong? how could that come out right...? kidding....just kidding... do you have the intention of killing? i assure you the blood would be a nightmare to clean...
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Never let anyone bring you down. Never think your life's not worth it. Never turn to suicide. Never turn to depression. Never harm yourself in anyway. Never give in. Keep standing, keep fighting the good fight no matter what. Keep yourself alive
...your observations or someone else's...? well, you let me know when you can explain ^ ^ oh my! do not slap yourself...i mean, it doen't do much does it? heh, i'll always feel bad about rambling, even if you say you enjoy listening...i am taking up someone else's time in a bid to get out musings from my mixed up and tangled thoughts...time they could have been spending on something more useful...^ ^
i..god, please...don't appologise. You've done so, atleast a hundred times when...it's useless it really is! Appologies insinuate some form of regret, and regret insinuates some sort of change and you know it won't happen... heh, you'll do it again. And i swear, i'm not trying to sound bitchy or anything (and i really am sorry if I do) but i will prrobably end up spamming your inboxes once again, and you'll take time to answer again... and i know i say it doesn't matter, but it does... sorry, i shouldn't even be saying this, because it's selfish and just a working and product of my spoilt and bratty self...*sigh*
sorry, no, don't appologise, you have other things on your mind most probably, and answering my messages and ramblings should not be a priority, so it really doesn't matter ^ ^
okay, sorry, i'll just STFU up...*headpalm*
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Never let anyone bring you down. Never think your life's not worth it. Never turn to suicide. Never turn to depression. Never harm yourself in anyway. Never give in. Keep standing, keep fighting the good fight no matter what. Keep yourself alive
wow... reading that is like a shot of... uh... I don't know, I've never been on drugs... of something, through my veins, though.... I shall wait eagerly for its posting, if it gets posted, if not, well then we shall see it when I come strolling to your house with an cleaver in my hand.... wait... that came out wrong....
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"But in every other way he was fine...." - John Petrucci
Haha... but observation says that it's me who's talking less....
Time and circumstances? I don't think so... I can't really explain it.... *shakes head* let's try and commit myself right now *slaps self in face* don't feel bad about rambling... I enjoy listening....
Sorry that I haven't been responding at all....
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"But in every other way he was fine...." - John Petrucci
..or maybe it's just those whom you care about who are having trouble talking to you...
sorry, i just felt like it would be the time to introduce a contradiction...¬¬
or simply, perhaps, the time and circumstances just aren't right for the speaking to take place...but then again, whatever more aimless and futile words i come up with in the next few sentences, the truth remains that you won't know until you know. which just means that no one can predict what will happen. come what may. or something of the sort. which also means that i don't know what i'm saying because i didn't have coffee this morning. which means...that i rambling. *sigh*
and appologies for what?
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Never let anyone bring you down. Never think your life's not worth it. Never turn to suicide. Never turn to depression. Never harm yourself in anyway. Never give in. Keep standing, keep fighting the good fight no matter what. Keep yourself alive
let's hope you're driving yourself somewhere good ^ ^
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Never let anyone bring you down. Never think your life's not worth it. Never turn to suicide. Never turn to depression. Never harm yourself in anyway. Never give in. Keep standing, keep fighting the good fight no matter what. Keep yourself alive
do you feel any better? just...thought i'd ask ^ ^
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Never let anyone bring you down. Never think your life's not worth it. Never turn to suicide. Never turn to depression. Never harm yourself in anyway. Never give in. Keep standing, keep fighting the good fight no matter what. Keep yourself alive
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how can you not know spices by name? righto...desperate means call for drastic measures...or something like that...something about deperate or drastic or something...i can't remember...
*opens wiki page*
there ya go:
Ajwain (Trachyspermum ammi)
Alkanet (Anchusa arvensis), mostly used as a natural coloring
Allspice (Pimenta dioica)
Almond
Alpinia galanga
Amchur - mango powder (Mangifera)
Angelica (Angelica archangelica)
Anise (Pimpinella anisum)
Aniseed myrtle (Syzygium anisatum)
Annatto (Bixa orellana L.)
Apple mint (Mentha suaveolens)
Mugwort (Artemisia vulgaris)
Asafoetida (Ferula assafoetida)
B
Berberis
Banana
Basil (Ocimum basilicum)
Bay leaves
Black cardamom
Black cumin
Blackcurrant
Black lime, lime fruit boiled in salt and dried
Bladder wrack (Fucus vesiculosus)
Blue-leaved mallee (Eucalyptus polybractea)
Bog Labrador tea (Rhododendron groenlandicum)
Boldo (Peumus boldus)
Bolivian Coriander (Porophyllum ruderale)
Borage (Borago officinalis)
C
Calendula
Calumba (Jateorhiza calumba)
Cananga Also known as 'Kenanga' in Malaysia.
Chamomile
Candle nut
Cannabis
Caper (Capparis spinosa)
Caraway
Cardamom
Carob Pod
Cassia
Casuarina
Catnip
Cat's Claw
Catsear
Cayenne pepper
Celastrus paniculatus (peng)
Celery salt
Celery seed
Centaury
Chervil (Anthriscus cerefolium)
Chickweed
Chicory (Cichorium
Chilli pepper
Chipotle
Chives (Allium schoenoprasum)
Cicely (Myrrhis odorata)
Cilantro (see Coriander) (Coriandrum sativum)
Cinchona (Cinchona)
Cinnamon (and Cassia)
Cinnamon Myrtle (Backhousia myrtifolia)
Clary (Salvia sclarea)
Cleavers
Clover
Cloves
Coffee
Comfrey
Common Rue
Condurango
Coptis
Coriander
Costmary (Tanacetum balsamita)
Couchgrass
Cow Parsley (Anthriscus sylvestris)
Cowslip (Primula veris)
Cramp Bark (Viburnum opulus)
Cress
Cuban Oregano (Plectranthus amboinicus)
Cubeb pepper (Piper cubeba)
Cudweed
Cumin
Curry leaf (Murraya koenigii)
D
Damiana (Turnera aphrodisiaca, T. diffusa)
Dandelion (Taraxacum officinale)
Demulcent
Devil's claw (Harpagophytum procumbens)
Dill seed
Dill (Anethum graveolens)
Dorrigo Pepper (Tasmannia stipitata)
E
Echinacea -
Echinopanax elatum
Edelweiss
Elderberry
Elderflower
Elecampane
Eleutherococcus senticosus
Emmenagogue
Epazote (Chenopodium ambrosioides)
Ephedra -
Eryngium foetidum
Eucalyptus
Eyebright
F
Fennel (Foeniculum vulgare)
Fenugreek
Feverfew
Figwort
Filé powder
Fingerroot (Boesenbergia rotunda)
Fo-ti-tieng
French sorrel (Rumex scutatus)
Fumitory
G
Galangal
Galingale
Garden cress
Garlic chives
Garlic
Ginger (Zingiber officinale)
Ginkgo biloba
Ginseng
Ginseng, Siberian (Eleutherococcus senticosus)
Goat's rue (Galega officinalis)
Goada masala
Gotu Kola
Grains of paradise (Aframomum melegueta)
Grains of Selim (Xylopia aethiopica)
Grape seed extract
Green tea
Ground ivy (Glechoma hederacea)
Guaco
Gypsywort (Lycopus europaeus)
H
Hawthorn (Crataegus)
Herbes de Provence
Hibiscus
Holly (Ilex)
Holy Thistle
Hops, the female flower cones of hop (Humulus lupulus)
Horehound
Horseradish
Horsetail (Equisetum telmateia)
Hyssop (Hyssopus officinalis)
I
Imli (Tamarind)
J
Jalap
Jasmine
Jiaogulan (Gynostemma pentaphyllum)
Joe Pye weed (Gravelroot)
John the Conqueror
Juniper
K
Kaffir Lime Leaves (Citrus hystrix, C. papedia)
Kaala masala
Knotweed (Polygonum)
Kokam
L
Labrador tea
Lady's Bedstraw (Galium verum)
Lady's Mantle (Alchemilla)
Land cress
Lavender (Lavandula spp.)
Ledum
Lemon Balm (Melissa officinalis)
Lemon basil
Lemongrass (Cymbopogon citratus, C. flexuosus, and other species)
Lemon Ironbark (Eucalyptus staigeriana)
Lemon mint
Lemon Myrtle (Backhousia citriodora)
Lemon Thyme
Lemon verbena (Lippia citriodora)
Licorice - adaptogen
Lime Flower
Limnophila aromatica
Lingzhi
Linseed
Liquorice
Long pepper
Lovage (Levisticum officinale)
Luohanguo
M
Mace
Mahlab
Malabathrum
Manchurian Thorn Tree (Aralia manchurica)]]
Mandrake
Marjoram (Origanum majorana)
Marrubium vulgare (white horehound)
Marsh Labrador Tea
Marshmallow
Mastic
Meadowsweet (Filipendula vulgaris)
Mei Yen
Melegueta pepper ( Aframomum melegueta)
Mexican pepperleaf (Piper auritum)
Mint (Mentha spp.)
Milk thistle (Silybum)
Bergamot (Monarda didyma)
Motherwort
Mountain Skullcap
Mullein (Verbascum thapsus)
Mustard
Mustard seed
N
Nashia inaguensis
Neem
Nepeta (catmint)
Nettle (Urtica)
Nigella sativa (Kalonji, Black caraway)
Noni
Nutmeg (and Mace)
O
Oenothera (Oenothera biennis et al)
Oilseed
Olida (Eucalyptus olida)
Oregano (Origanum vulgare, O. heracleoticum, and other species)
Orris root
Osmorhiza
Olive Leaf (used in tea and as herbal supplement)
P
Pandan leaf
Paprika
Paracress
Parsley (Petroselinum crispum)
Passion Flower (Passiflora)
Patchouli
Pennyroyal (Mentha pulegoides)
Pepper (black, white, and green)
Peng (Celastrus paniculatus)
Peppermint (Mentha piperata)
Peppermint Gum (Eucalyptus dives)
Perilla
Plantain
Pomegranate
Ponch phoran
Poppy seed
Primrose (Primula vulgaris)
Psyllium
Purslane
Q
Quassia
R
Ramsons (wood garlic, Allium ursinum)
Ras el-hanout
Raspberry (leaves)
Reishi
Restharrow (Ononis)
Rhodiola rosea
Riberry (Syzygium luehmannii)
Rocket/Arugula
Roman chamomile
Rooibos
Rosehips
Rosemary (Rosmarinus officinalis)
Rowan berries (Sorbus aucuparia)
Rue (Ruta)
S
Safflower
Saffron
Sage (Salvia officinalis)
Saigon Cinnamon
St John's Wort (Hypericum)
Salad Burnet (Sanguisorba minor)
Salvia (clary and sage)
Sassafras
Savory (Summer savory, Satureja hortensis, and winter savory, S. montana)
Schisandra chinensis
Scutellaria costaricana (skullcap)
Senna (herb)
Senna obtusifolia
Sesame seed
Sheep's sorrel (Rumex acetosella)
Shepherd's Purse
Sialagogue
Siberian Chaga
Siberian ginseng (Eleutherococcus senticosus)
Sichuan pepper (Xanthoxylum piperitum)
Siraitia grosvenorii (luohanguo)]]
Skullcap (Scutellaria)
Sloe berries (Prunus spinosus)
Smudge Stick
Sonchus (sow-thistle)
Sorrel (Rumex acetosa, R. acetosella, R. scutatus)
Southernwood
Spearmint
Speedwell
Squill (Scilla)
Star anise
Stevia
Strawberry leaves (Fragaria)
Suma (Pfaffia paniculata)
Sumac
Summer savory (Satureja hortensis)
Sutherlandia frutescens
Sweet grass
Sweet cicely (Myrrhis odorata)
Sweet woodruff
T
Tacamahac
Tamarind
Tandoori masala
Tansy
Tarragon (Artemisia dracunculus)
Tea (Camellia sinensis)
Teucrium polium
Thai basil
Thistle
Thyme
Toor Dall
Tormentil (Potentilla erecta)
Tribulus terrestris
Tulsi (Ocimum tenuiflorum)
Turmeric (Curcuma longa)
Twinleaf onion
U
Uva ursi (bearberry)
V
Vanilla (Vanilla planifolia)
Vasaka
Vervain
Vetiver
Vietnamese Coriander (Persicaria odorata)
W
Wasabi (Wasabia japonica)
Watercress (Rorippa nasturtium-aquatica)
Wattleseed
Wild ginger
Wild Lettuce
Wild thyme
Winter savory (Satureja montana)
Witch Hazel (Hamamelis)
Wolfberry
Wood Avens
Wood Betony
Woodruff
Wormwood
Y
Yarrow, (Alchemilla millefolium)
Yerba Buena
Yohimbe
Yomogi
Z
Zedoary root
Spice mixtures
Curry powder
Five-spice powder or Chinese five-spice
Garam masala
Herbes de Provence
Khmeli Suneli
Quatre é
Ras el hanout, a Moroccan spice blend that includes cinnamon and cumin among other spices
Tandoori masala
Za'atar
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Never let anyone bring you down. Never think your life's not worth it. Never turn to suicide. Never turn to depression. Never harm yourself in anyway. Never give in.
Keep standing, keep fighting the good fight no matter what.
Keep yourself alive
that was originally intended as a joke....
One, because I don't know spices by the name, nor can I identify them by taste, and that salt is poured to add flavor, just like a spice would, so the joke was that salt was my favorite spice because I couldn't think of any spice.
Two, I put way too much salt on my food.
*shrugs* but you're right, haha
I wasn't even thinking of that
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"But in every other way he was fine...." - John Petrucci
And then my little brother spilled salt on the floor (that kid has an obsession with salt...) and i was cleaning it and i thought wait, salt is a mineral.
So i thought i'd just let you know:
salt is a mineral.
that is really, really random, i know, but i just had to say it.
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Never let anyone bring you down. Never think your life's not worth it. Never turn to suicide. Never turn to depression. Never harm yourself in anyway. Never give in.
Keep standing, keep fighting the good fight no matter what.
Keep yourself alive
Er... sorry... I was being a smartass....
Just because you haven't told me your exact address doesn't affect the possibility of me standing outside your house at all.
You should check to make sure that he hasn't made some sort of deal with the devil, because if he has, then that's gonna make murdering him a lot harder than I plan it to be.
Family should not be a reason to love someone though. And father and mother are words that can be given to anyone, so that commandment is kinda deficient. I don't see him as your father. I see him as a future victim. What exactly is this situation with your grandmother now?
Love is supposed to be whatever you want it to be supposed to be. I believe that some people deserve love and other people deserve to have the tip of their urethrae sewn tightly shut.
In what way do you surprise yourself?
I am glad that you support me in my decision to start my murdering career with your father *grins*
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"But in every other way he was fine...." - John Petrucci
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"But in every other way he was fine...." - John Petrucci
yh, i kknow, i just didn't realise. okay then...if i acknowledge the possibilty, then the possibility is small. possible..but not that much. erm...right we'll just look to the facts.
let us put into consideration the fact that you don't know my exact adress...then the possibilty of you standing outside my house becomes nil.
and no ofcourse, chance does not matter.
heh maybe...but my father gets whatever he wants done...no matter how small. wherever we are he always gets what he wants...
well...yh. that's just one of the main things my mother taught us...the importance of family. she'll bring in religion but she has shown us it's important which is probably the sole reason i'll even acknowledge my grandmother...but anyway.
well, love's suposed o be unconditional isn't it?
i surprise myself to say the truth...
ohh wow, thanks dude, it makes you want to kill him even more? nice.
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Never let anyone bring you down. Never think your life's not worth it. Never turn to suicide. Never turn to depression. Never harm yourself in anyway. Never give in.
Keep standing, keep fighting the good fight no matter what.
Keep yourself alive
and anyway we shouldn't even use that word because we could always be referring to any salt... like silver nitrate or potassium sulphate.... why we don't say sodium chloride and just call it salt i think is a mystery....or maybe they just thought it'd be harder to say.
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Never let anyone bring you down. Never think your life's not worth it. Never turn to suicide. Never turn to depression. Never harm yourself in anyway. Never give in.
Keep standing, keep fighting the good fight no matter what.
Keep yourself alive
No, but I felt it was necessary to tell someone about it.
Heh, I apologize for writing it that way, I wasn't exactly in my right mind at the time. No... your messages do not merely give me something to do with my time, because if that was the case, I would never commit myself to answering them. I answer your messages because I want to converse with you. I enjoy it, and I enjoy feeling trusted.
Regret doesn't make change, though... regret is wanting for something to have been different, not wanting something to be different in the future....
That is what I look forward to. Exactly what you describe. Whether or not you support that doesn't change anything. Maybe I'm just insane, anyway.
Everything is as much of a psychological experiment as it is not. It's possible that I'm experimenting on you, it's also possible that I'm not... or I could be doing it and not doing it at the same time. I don't know. I don't think you know either. So what does it matter? Do my actions make you feel good or bad? That's what really matters. Then again, that's just my opinion.
There's no such thing as truth. You don't speak truth. You speak your own personal opinion. Or at least you do so in my opinion. And yes, it makes just as much sense as bratty did.
What's wrong with being a dead weight?
Okay... now I feel really sorry.... That's just one of my buttons. Sorry.
Well... she just sorta randomly appears....
If you want to you can.
And I suppose you want me to ask about the piece of paper, right?
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"But in every other way he was fine...." - John Petrucci
You agreed with me and then immediately disagreed. You are not afraid to acknowledge possibility, and yet you say things like "what are the chances of that happening?"
Chance doesn't matter once it happens.
Well... the police can't apprehend him if he's sitting outside off of your father's property. Then again, I don't live in England, so I don't know.
*narrows eyes* you're gonna say that you don't want me to kill your father because no matter what he does to you, you still love him, right? Well you shouldn't say things like that to me. It makes me want even more to watch him die.
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"But in every other way he was fine...." - John Petrucci
i'm not afraid to acknolwedge possibility. and no, probability s a chapter in my maths book tht requires the fractions or deciamls to add up to a whole and that brings in me infinite bordom...i'm not afraid just what is th chance of that happening...?
okay then...but assure you there would no warm welcome ayway so you might aswell go all out and shock them completely...
did i tell you that one of my sister's exes once sat outside or house and my dad came out and threatened to call the police?
true...didn't think of that...
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Never let anyone bring you down. Never think your life's not worth it. Never turn to suicide. Never turn to depression. Never harm yourself in anyway. Never give in.
Keep standing, keep fighting the good fight no matter what.
Keep yourself alive
c'mon yu didn't really think i would agree with tht anymore than i did the other did you?
i give you something to do with your time? oh...great.
Insinuating that i'm merely there as just being there..insinuting that you answer and read because you can and not because you want...oh fuel for my paranoia and suspicions! sorry...that was just latant and rude. I think i'm just tired...but then again there is no excuse...
change is not needed for regret, no. I didn't say that. I said regret needs change. Or insinuted it at the least... something to look forward to? Wht i there to look forward to? Pages of heartfelt worthless words of some mixed up hopeless confused ass hole...they're not jolly and half the time they don't make sense...what is there to look forward to? heh...and there again the idea of the psychological experimat with observations rises...*sigh* that's pathetic...
oh believe it dude. believe it. i speak the truth brother...and doesn't reall still make sense if you write napkin?
heh, you know what i am? a dead weight. and i appologise if it ever seems i am abusing my talking to you.
true. and sorry once again. I have no right whatsoever to say what i think about that.
oh mu, children, really? well you shouldn't said that sooner...
-insert string of foul words-
there.
ya know i hve ths over whelming feeling to knock myself out for a few days or weeks even...damn it...
i think that pice of paper is about to b ripped once again...
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Never let anyone bring you down. Never think your life's not worth it. Never turn to suicide. Never turn to depression. Never harm yourself in anyway. Never give in.
Keep standing, keep fighting the good fight no matter what.
Keep yourself alive
Not here and now but later. Like when I get home.
Nah... punching works better but it makes my face swell up.
Your opinion is understood, but mine is different, because the way I see it, you're giving me something to do with my time. Because I don't have better things to do, and there really isn't anything better to do anyway....
I can't help it....
Change is not needed for regret, and I am regretful, that's why I keep apologizing.... Well that means that I have something to look forward to. ^ ^
I dunno if I'm gonna say anything to those self-insulting words because I'm changing them and refuse to believe that you wrote them. o_o So now it says should, generous, benevolent, and napkin.
Huh? Well anything can be on my mind, and you don't decide my priorities, I do... sorry about the vanity but it's true. You can't stop me. Gwahahaha.
Don't swear there are children around *looks over at imaginary kid*
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"But in every other way he was fine...." - John Petrucci
Probability is something that people use when they're afraid to acknowlege possibility. But where was probability when Steve Irwin had a freakish encounter with a sting ray?
If you wish, then I shall, but I don't think I'll receive a warm welcome if I knock on your door looking like that, heh.
Why clean it? All I have to do is leave no marks.
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"But in every other way he was fine...." - John Petrucci
well, i would like to post oit ofcourse...once i get my hands on the scanner, and once the stupid comp allows DA to download things...¬¬
heh...ya know, istead of focusing solely on the infinitely small probability of you strolling to my house...i shall instead focus on the probability of you strolling around with a cleaver...
and oh! will you wear the face paint and a scarf of yours? no matter how hot it is (though judging by the rain we've been having lately, it doesn't seem like it'll ever be too hot...)? and will you skip too?
wrong? how could that come out right...? kidding....just kidding...
do you have the intention of killing? i assure you the blood would be a nightmare to clean...
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Never let anyone bring you down. Never think your life's not worth it. Never turn to suicide. Never turn to depression. Never harm yourself in anyway. Never give in.
Keep standing, keep fighting the good fight no matter what.
Keep yourself alive
...your observations or someone else's...?
well, you let me know when you can explain ^ ^
oh my! do not slap yourself...i mean, it doen't do much does it?
heh, i'll always feel bad about rambling, even if you say you enjoy listening...i am taking up someone else's time in a bid to get out musings from my mixed up and tangled thoughts...time they could have been spending on something more useful...^ ^
i..god, please...don't appologise. You've done so, atleast a hundred times when...it's useless it really is!
Appologies insinuate some form of regret, and regret insinuates some sort of change and you know it won't happen...
heh, you'll do it again. And i swear, i'm not trying to sound bitchy or anything (and i really am sorry if I do) but i will prrobably end up spamming your inboxes once again, and you'll take time to answer again...
and i know i say it doesn't matter, but it does...
sorry, i shouldn't even be saying this, because it's selfish and just a working and product of my spoilt and bratty self...*sigh*
sorry, no, don't appologise, you have other things on your mind most probably, and answering my messages and ramblings should not be a priority, so it really doesn't matter ^ ^
okay, sorry, i'll just STFU up...*headpalm*
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Never let anyone bring you down. Never think your life's not worth it. Never turn to suicide. Never turn to depression. Never harm yourself in anyway. Never give in.
Keep standing, keep fighting the good fight no matter what.
Keep yourself alive
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"But in every other way he was fine...." - John Petrucci
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wait... that came out wrong....
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"But in every other way he was fine...." - John Petrucci
Time and circumstances? I don't think so... I can't really explain it....
*shakes head* let's try and commit myself right now *slaps self in face*
don't feel bad about rambling... I enjoy listening....
Sorry that I haven't been responding at all....
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"But in every other way he was fine...." - John Petrucci
sorry, i just felt like it would be the time to introduce a contradiction...¬¬
or simply, perhaps, the time and circumstances just aren't right for the speaking to take place...but then again, whatever more aimless and futile words i come up with in the next few sentences, the truth remains that you won't know until you know.
which just means that no one can predict what will happen.
come what may.
or something of the sort.
which also means that i don't know what i'm saying because i didn't have coffee this morning.
which means...that i rambling.
*sigh*
and appologies for what?
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Never let anyone bring you down. Never think your life's not worth it. Never turn to suicide. Never turn to depression. Never harm yourself in anyway. Never give in.
Keep standing, keep fighting the good fight no matter what.
Keep yourself alive
Sorry....
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"But in every other way he was fine...." - John Petrucci
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Never let anyone bring you down. Never think your life's not worth it. Never turn to suicide. Never turn to depression. Never harm yourself in anyway. Never give in.
Keep standing, keep fighting the good fight no matter what.
Keep yourself alive
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"But in every other way he was fine...." - John Petrucci
do you feel any better? just...thought i'd ask ^ ^
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Never let anyone bring you down. Never think your life's not worth it. Never turn to suicide. Never turn to depression. Never harm yourself in anyway. Never give in.
Keep standing, keep fighting the good fight no matter what.
Keep yourself alive
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